Untitled Grief

As I laid on the massage table this afternoon my tears flowed easily even as I tried to hold them back. It has been several months since my mom transitioned to the other side and still my heart feels an emptiness I did not know could survive. I felt the tension of my...

2015 Gratitude

I have been looking for the words to express the gratitude I have felt this year. When 2015 started I was engaged to a man that I thought I would spend the rest of my life with. I was happy to welcome and love his 7 year old daughter into my life. On April 3 I found...

The Feminine Being

*Feminine energy is accessible by both men and women. For the sake of this article I am directing it toward women however any part of it could be adapted by a man. We live in a masculine world defined by logic, direction and time. It can be difficult for a woman to...

The passing of my hero

The following is a raw post – on editing and has not been re-read. These are my rawest thoughts, feelings and recount of the passing of Donna Lynn Rhodes   March 25, 1954 – August 19, 2015 My heart has been broken into a million pieces with the sudden loss of my...

Dying in 2015

Cycles are a circle and have a start, middle and an end. It does not matter the situation there will always be a start, middle and end; this is the natural cycle of life. As one cycle ends another always starts until we come to rest in final death. In the past month I...

Time for Ugly

Spring is in the air and I am feeling cabin fever in every essence of my being. I am feeling trapped creatively. I feel stuck emotionally.  I feel stiff and sore in each of my joints. I feel like I am starting to wake from a long slumber of inactivity. In the past I...